A multidisciplinary art project about love, intimacy, grief and shadow work
Intended as an ongoing inquiry into the nature of love—its beauty, its mystery, and its transformative power, the project does not aim to define love. It holds it as a question: Do we fall in love to fall apart or to become whole? Are we losing ourselves only to find a new, more authentic self emerging? And is there really a higher meaning at all or are we just bio-robots that have no control over these processes?
THE THREE STAPLES OF THE PROJECT
THE STARSEED JOURNALS:
Flabbergaster
An experimental sonic study capturing real-life experience
Collecting data in various ways (form, interviews, videos) to find different angles on love in this day and age
A multidisciplinary interactive exhibition that presents the results from the research
The project navigates a series of existential and emotional questions:
Is love merely biology and conditioning—or a gateway to higher consciousness?
- Do we meet by chance, or through unseen patterns, karmic ties, and soul contracts?
- Is pain an obstacle to love, or an essential part of its evolution?
- Can intimacy become a path to self-realization—and even to the Divine?
Love is approached here as both medicine and poison.
Something that must be felt deeply—but not consumed unconsciously.
Is the one of the main purposes of relationship to become a playground for transformation?
To get together not only to experience pleasure, comfort and togetherness—but to confront ourselves. To face personal and transgenerational wounds. To see our patterns reflected back at us through the other.
Love is blind—and perhaps it must be.
Otherwise, we would never enter it. Never risk it. Never learn from it.
Every connection carries the potential to initiate us.
Every loss carries the potential to refine us.
If approached with awareness, accountability, and courage, relationships can become a space where healing occurs—and where a more grounded, mature, and elevated form of love becomes possible.
How do romantic relationships enhance our spiritual development?
A central concept within the project is Sacred Union:
A state in which two individuals connect beyond body and mind, and their connection becomes a vessel for something greater to move through them.
A triangle emerges:
Me – You – The Divine
In this space, love is no longer transactional or fear-based.
It becomes timeless, unconditional, and expansive.
But this kind of love cannot be forced or achieved through will.
It can only be allowed—through surrender, humility, emotional honesty, and devotion.
How do our core wounds manifest in our most intimate relationships? Are we doomed to always attract partners who trigger them or is that precisely the point: finding healing and deeper bonding through conscious shadow work and building the capacity to repair?
How can the Other help us to meet, acknowledge and accept each part of us? Is the key to true intimacy the ability to be vulnerable enough to allow the Other to see all of you. And what or who can make us feel safe enough to do so, and to know that we will be held.
In this process love becomes an ego surgery— exposing fears, dissolving illusions, and demanding truth and growth. But to be able to go through that fire, we need to trust - ourselves and the other. Beyond butterflies, fairytales and idealized versions of each other - this is when things get real - radical commitment, not for the sake of preserving the connection but for the sake of mutual growth and building the ground for something that lasts.
What happens after a relationship ends?
Grief is the form that love takes where it has nowhere to go, when it's not received, reciprocated or when it's simply not enough to make it work...
Grief becomes not an endpoint, but a continuation of the relationship in another form—a space where integration and more inner growth can occur.
To feel fully, rather than suppress, becomes an act of liberation.
Because until we can sit with discomfort, we remain bound by it.
How do we process the death of what we were building with someone? How do we say goodbye to the future we used to believe in. And how do we unlearn to make this person the centre of our world?
How big is our love archive - in this day and age where everything is so easily disposable? Is it really so easy to delete and forget and move on like nothing happened?
How many times can you rewrite the story and change the main actors? What are the consequences of all of that for the body and the soul?
A sonic archive, consisting of 20 chronologically ordered soundscapes created over the span of 13 months.
Each track is a channeling that captures a different emotional/psychological state throughout my most recent relationship. Together, they form an intimate cartography of love: from longing, idealization, attachment and soul union to rupture, grief, and transcendence.
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